Today school didn't have rehearsal,
however many students didn't in class
because they did their duties by themselves.
When English lesson I chatted with yi lin and mei ching,
she said she has bf ad.
I was shocked, and I said I have love someone.
She still think is Y , LOL.
I said not her ad, is another,
but I didnt tell her.
Then, I went along corridor and pass by 4S3.
kai sheng called me entered his class and chat a while.
At the same time shamini came and gave me
her opinion about my blog.
She said my english okay and felt me I very like
her.
Same with yesterday,
I went to 4A1 before they came back form recess.
I simply sat on a seat and waited for her.
Well, today I have see whole process
between she entered the class until she sat on her place.
Then, her neighbour came and chatted with her
They did thier homeworks respectively.
That's all what I saw in her class.
Then I went out her class and stunned at corridor.
At the same time Vivian came back ad,
we had simply chat. She asked me
"You come here just want to see her only?"
"Ya, I think so, until now that was what I can do." I replied her.
"Well, you didn't take a chance to chat with her?"
"Don't know, I think it's never be happened."
(Sometimes I think I am useless because
I was just wasting my time because just want to see her >.<.)
Then we chatted other.
"You didn't participate during these few days(sport day)?"
"No, but I hope I can join marching for Rumah E next year."
"Oh? Why? You are member of Rumah D, aren't you?"
(I though she forgot she same Rumah with me)
"Ya, but I want to join with pjing and kher ching next year."
"Oo, I see."
Today her teacher came late,
about 18 minutes after recess!
So when teacher came I left her class and
went to library directly.
After school I waited at pondok and saw her.
I know now she is waiting for her mom to fetch her back
to prepare for add maths tuition.
She put her books on the 2nd 'round chess table'
and went to small school door to wait.
I stood at the otherside and see what she doing that time.
She chatted with her friends while waiting.
Sometimes she and her friends saw me for a second respectively.
I felt that they realized me stared them, don't know really or not.
Then, 1.16p.m., she left after she took her books.
"Bye~" I said to her, in my mind.
Today is the day I follow her of the end of 2 weeks.
Well, I have know many things about her, such as
know her name, her class, what she doing after school......
I don't know what I do is good for me or not,
but I was willing to do so for knowing more about you.
I think I should come back to my normal life and forget you.
If I do so, we still didn't have any chance to meet each other,
except malay tuition and some account tuition.
I really don't know should I do it or not,
but I know I am very sad now because
we really won't know each other
because we are came from different world
different stream, different topic, different recess time (must wait until next year)
but...
I must forget the love to you......
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