Lonely......

Now my mind is raining, raining cat and dog, it will never be stop. This week there're many happy things was happened, but my mind was sad, don't know why. I am sure I don't want it!

This Sunday I came to Klang Parade to join my internet pen-pal's birthday party. I thought i would have a good time at there, The party was having at KTV VIP room. Since 1.00pm, the girls was singing excited and i was just saw the screen and played my handphone(no money charged). Therer was many boys and girls friends at there, but didin't know them.

After 1 hour..2 hours...3 hours...they still sang and I still played handphone...Arhh!!! what the boring party, why didnt have another game? Did she my internet pen-pal who always chat with me happily?But why she ignored me while we stayed at same room that time?

It was at school time, teachers hadn't came to my class at certain periods. yeah...we have our own time! My classmates chat and playing happily. I wanted to join them but seen they chat happily, I didn't disturb them...I don't know who should I join with them... The class was noisy but I can't heard it? Am I deaf? But I know I was sad...

Why? Why should I suffer like this? I tried to join my friends since I reliazied freindships are important(last time Idon't know, just think friend can be have or haven't)... but I think the time was too late to let me have friends... I didn't have good friends, but when I was sad, I don't know where should I express? Friends? I didn't have... Blog? Diary? They cannot chat with me...

Bye bye, Michael K.S. Lim....