Last day for 10-days holiday

Yesterday was 52nd Independence Day of Peninsular of Malaysia

"Merdeka~!" I love Malaysia although she still has a lots of problems.

so we'd one more holiday and

father took us to KLCC to visit BookFest '09

again it was 2nd times I visit there

It was different with other day I came

because of the last day,

many book distributors gave offers for clearance

it's worth visiting there at last day for bibliophiles~!

Since I'd bought many books from China-Taiwan-Hong Kong Pavilion

yesterday I just bought malaysian-publishing books

I think it's better I read local chinese books first

because non-local one are too difficult to understand

I mean learning something step by step and knowing

from "internal"(our own) to "external"(other 'culture')

Among 7 books, 5 books are about political criticism :

Authored States: Musings of Jama by Jamaluddin Ibrahim《迦玛笔下》 RM20

Political Fables by Tay Tian Yan RM23

Standing on the Cliff (Chinese version) 《站在悬崖上》RM 23

Standing on the Cliff (English version) = FREE

Mahathir's Selected Letters to World Leaders RM18.90

Literature book:

《此物最相思》by 张曼娟 RM 17.60

《长短调》by 朵拉 RM20

Discount RM5.00

Total = RM 117.50 only~

My favourites~!

At the other side my family members attend to listen the talk organized by Tzu Chi

I didn't attend there but what I know is the atmosphere was occupied with harmony

and many people donated money to 88 Taiwan typhoon after the talk

my mom bought two books from there, RM 36

静、思、语～！

I was thinking that I'd visit all sections of book fair ad

so I window-shopped in KLCC mall

I came to Kinokuniya bookshop which is only one at Malaysia~

inside Kinokuniya ~

I felt nothing special inside because its decoration and

atmosphere are same like other bookshops

but then I was attracted when I entered Japanese part~!

There are many japanese books and photobooks arranged at racks

although I don't know about japanese but I was excited

because I love Japan so muchhh~!

There were japanese also choosing the books

I decide I want to learn japanese if have chance.

Must~!

On 5.00pm we came back from KL to Klang

the parking fee was RM16.50 and met traffic jam~!

spoilt my mood...

Anyway, I was enjoying the last day of holidays~

Diary of 23 August 2009~ BookFest~

This few days I asked my parents about can bring me to

the BookFest which now having in KLCC Convention Centre

but then dad was busy at this moment and

I decided that I must attend to BookFest at least once

but what can I do?

my mom suggested I go to BookFest by rail

well, I'm not confident to public trasportation in Malaysia

so I rejected the suggestion

mom said she may accompany me to there,

I just hestitate on it.

because of first time using komuter

I surf the net to get the info of the way to KLCC

On sunday morning after having braekfast

mom and I went to Klang komuter station by car

that time was 10.00am

on the way to Klang station

there were not many people

then we bought 2 tickets to KL Sentral

then we waited the komuter about 5 minutes

before started our journey~

the way to platform

Klang Komuter station

path of railway

after almost a hour

we reached KL Sentral and change line to KLCC

we didn't have any problems when we were there

reached at KL Sentral~

after 15 minutes we reached KLCC ad~!

that time was almost midday

so we'd lunch at food court first

and avoid the crowd of people for eating, too

my lunch~ ti ban mee~

yea~ it's very finally that we're here
oh ya! forget to tell you all that the theme of

BookFest 2009 is"Reading is Inspiring" (阅读创思维)

Before enter in book fair

we queued up for checking~

Ticket counter

BookFest catalogue

After planning, I rushed into world of books immediately!

the 1st destination is english part.

many english books are offered at low prices

but I hestitated on it because it was out of my badget

still expensive too, lolx~

english world~ nice design~

There are also lots of booths displaying and selling

stationeries, music CDs, video DVDs, multimedia titles,
computer accesories, laminators, digital dictionaries

and even footwear also got here~

BATA also at book fair, zd

snack stall~ munchy!

and then I went to chinese book part~

wow! my favourite!

there are many books and offered very low price~

I want to buy all but I must buy some from there

because I came here by train

difficult to carry many things.

next time when we come here by car

sure I'll buy all!

Despite the current fear of influenza A(H1N1),

the crowd is still there!

At 5pm, we left and bought the tickets to back

but schedule had been delay about half an hour...

simply took photos at platform~ so dark and uncomfortable

we returned to Klang at 6.45pm

then father brought us to eat bah kut teh

at the same time brother also back from famine 30 hour

we ordered 6++ sets because we were too hungry~!

then we came back to home

wah~ 吃到精光～

today very exhausted but enjoy myself there

NOW is the time to show you my 战利品～

family of books today~^^

Diary of 21 August 2009

this morning when I reached the school

I saw jun hao at pondok and he invite me to play truant

at same time it was raining

I refused his invitation because I don't want take risk

that time ben tat called jun hao to go

then we seperated, the bell rang ad.

after physics lesson, our monitor told us a good news

"there are 4 periods which doesn't have teachers~"

"horray~!!!" we clapped hands and cheered it

most of us were excited because we haven't done homework yet

along the time although I was free but I didn't skip class

I read books and chit-chatted with friends

quite enjoying the normal life.

jia wei suggested a class gathering at new JJ,

well, some of classmates refuse to come

I hope have gathering with friends (not at tuition)

at least one during holidays.

finally the bell rang,

that's mean after this we're free~

ask me am I excited because holidays is coming?

yea, but I feel it's the beginning of boring too, right?

haha, forget it...

when I reached home, I remember something~

oh no! I'd leave my cloths at my class.

I must take it back if not must wait for after 10 days?

at that time my mom also wanted to fetch grandma

I followed her to meet with grandma

on the way, the sky became cloudy and then

RAINING cats and dogs~

then we went to school and required guard to open the class

haizzz... careless waste my time

finally I took them back.

before leaving school I took photo, lolx~

finally I have my own time ad.

since the holiday is coming,

I must plan how to spend it wisely.

I hope I'll enjoy holidays~

during this holidays there is a book fair having

at KLCC convention centre.

actually I invited khong kheng to go with me there

but then he rejected because his mom don't want he go

because of influenza A(H1N1) =.=

don't worry guys, the authority will take precautions, sure!

if you want to go, can call me go together

I'll be good tourguide...

Buy some favourite books and enjoy reading~!

Lastly...

HAPPIE HOLIDAYS~~!!!

See you all after holidays~

Diary of 19 August 2009

Today I still miss the momeries with them.
when english lesson I sms ben tat to come out
but they refuse to come out to skip class
Then I chat about those things to boon keong
and share the video when we at the room (video of dancing boy...)
because he also always skips class.
he said he also can't cope in class when back from "duty"
because too enjoy when playing with friends.

Thanks, God~!
pn. saroja didn't come for moral lesson,
before that I still worry and thinking how to give excuss
about why yesterday didn't at her class
but I won't skip her class only, after experiencing this lesson
DAMN worrying, you know?

when recess I met them at canteen and eating together.
then the bell rang, we went back our class respectively.
that time there were about two discipline teachers
patrolled classes especially their class
haizzz... now can do is pay attention on study...
when chemistry lesson we went to lab to do experiment.
at the same time I saw them rushed into our "world"
Oh yea~ I'm excited then skip class... to meet them...

ben tat sat beside the window look down the view
and shout unknown person's name or thier appearances
then we also join with him for fun~
"hey, fatty" "prefect!" "塞衣服" "uncle, be careful~"
for those who look up at us, we replied
"see what la, noob!"
well, I know those actions is looked childish and immoral
but for me at this moment and their mind
we enjoyed~

Ben tat was finding person to call

view 1

view 2

we join with ben tat and enjoying

that time wei luo was coming in and out of room many times
we were "angry" because scare teacher noticed here
and we "beat" him to warn him

ben tat pushed wei luo...

then I return to class for next lesson
after school I'd tuition and stay back
before tuition I'd lots of time and
usually I'll go to library to enjoy reading
but now I didn't have mood to immerse in book world
so I fang kong-ing at pondok,
and that time also didn't have anyone here except guard and ME
arrhhh... damn bored, so miss the time with those naughty guys
yea, I know what I think is childish,
but then if I've gf I think I'll be mature and "man", haha...
besides stunning there, I also took some photos of school surroundings~

went to pondok for spending time left~

no one was playing basketball~

other school view~

It was 2.45pm and I started the journey to delta
on the way, I also took some photos there, lolx~

still have long way to go~

when having tuition, loon wern told me that he and classmates
have gatering at sunway during holidays and invite me, too.
I felt excited because can meet friends during holidays~
Holi, holi, holidays faster come~!

Diary of 18 August 2009

Today when I come to school I feel moody.
I don't know why.
maybe I feel no fun and miss the time with them.
Before recess I follow the lessons.
well, my mind didn't be on study but them.
I sms jun hao and ben tat to skip class.
but then they didn't reply, damn!

Hurray!~ finally it is recess now.
usually I'll go to library because it was my favourite place
but now I just stay for few minutes then leave
then I went to canteen to find them
oh yea~ i saw them fianlly...
they're drinking now and gaobu-ing shawn
I follow them to block C.

while bell rang I went back to class then skip it
because it's damn noob boring malay periods.
I met them at 老地方.
that time there are many form 3 students go to toilet
maybe they finished the test.
They're naughty and called their name loudly...
but really enjoying... haha

"Hey beauty~!"

"walao, they look up here. faster siam~! haha..."

hou heng dai...

"nah... you want it?"

noob pose...

see, see, see... see yourself with mirror la

"Zhang dong liang" dancing MJ's Beat It~ jiao heng

it was 12 noon and then they called thier friend,a form 2 girl
she is ben tat's ex-gf (puppy love only)
to ask something about one girl's name
but the girl rejected to tell them.
the girl want to escape but still caught by them.
they three play zhui zhui at room, haha

then I went back to class to attend biology lesson.
but... when I'm in class
I can't cope the atmosphere and environment here!
I'm really feel suffer and hate study now.
Why?! why like that wan?
>.< !!!~

Diary of 13 August 2009

Today before recess almost all periods don't have teachers,
I'm free and wanna skip class, call them out but
they don't want
so I stay in class whole time,
haizzz... sienzz nah~

after recess I meet them finally
I follow them to our world for fun~!

ben tat acts cool~ waliao a~

gaobu-ing wei luo...

"let's play, haha"
"hey, don't push me!"

"hey guys, help me beat him"
"ok, friend. haha..."

pity wei luo...

and then they leave the room and back to their class.
"walao a~ accompany me la.
I can't back to my class now" I said
"see you next period~" they reply.
while I roam I saw ben and hao still wander, yet.
I "scolded" them and they back their class finally.
haizz... then I also back to my class.

"ring..." it's damn boring malay lessons now and I skip it
I go with them to canteen and have some drinks.
wei luo and I still chating while ben tat alone there.
we also chat about afternoon session of our juniors
form 1 and 2.
I said that last time when we form 1 form 2 also
didn't like them, most of guys so "naughty"
and girls so "hiao","not like a girl should be".
they invited me tomorrow play truant to malls.
well, I rejected them.
one sharp, we went back home...

2 Love Stories of friends

1st Part

XX/XX/2009
At class, no teacher, in free......
"E arr, give me her photo leh, please~"
"I deleted jor. Why I keep it leh, you think ?"
"..."

Then she said about her love~
"Ehh ks, I have new bf loh...sweet~"

"har? change ad? who is he? =.=!"

"he is 20 years old ad. same with our civic teacher"

"you mean he is civic teacher's ex-classmate?"

"ya. but he is so handsome la... he was well-known person in kwang hua ,you know? he was presidents of xxx clubs. pn anis & pn esah also said he is good student"

"ohh. how you know him?"

"well, it is a nice experience la~ we knew each other on edu fair.
we chatted about us. We were surprised that we stay in same area,
joined same club(forgotten ad) in klang. two of us have affinity, right~
and then he gave me his card. I gave my hp number via msn..."

"I think he just wanna approach you then said he same what what what with you..."

"No la, sometimes he fetched me back to my house, you know? "

"Then?"

"as you know I still love my ex-bf. but I dislike him to require me
to have one night stand. I'm rational and asked him to act my new bf
to leave my ex. "

"Ooo? "

"ya... after this he joked me he is my bf. then both of us have feeling..."

"har... but you said you still like your ex wor..."

"then I said my mind still at my ex but he said he won't mind on that.
as long as he can together with me."

"Sure? then you like him?"

"Ya. we dated occassionally lo. You know why this two weeks malay tuition I came late?"

"How I know?"

"because he wanna meet me ma... so I dated with him then late lo."

"no wonder..."

"Today we have dating^^~ "

"I wish I can see who is he."

THE END


2nd Part (18SG)

XX/XX/2009
After recess, at lab......
"KS, come here, I wanna tell you something..."

"oh yes?"

"Do you know about my gossip that sll and me? know or...?"

"no. why?"

"actually that was happened two years ago. until now still have friends laught me..."

"don't bother those monkeys. I'm very good with her."

"then do you heard about anyone like her except kyl?"

"kyl lo. and tst, but now no more ad. can I know about it?"

"Well, she is my neighbour, her house is opposite with mine
and we knew each other and played together since primary."

"ohh... then you two can be said 青梅竹马lo"

"okok la. but when we were form one didnt play together ad, of course.
when on october of form two, she expressed love to me and said she like me since form one"

"and then?"

"well, I said I consider her as my sister, just only. and because that time I also have gf ad since form one until now, you know ad right?"

"ya, friend. I envy you coz until now still together with your gf..."

"so I rejected sll. she was hurt and said she's so really like him! and then she cried. I lended my shoulder to her. we were under the tree shade..." (I think there is most romantic place at school~)

"sounds sad... she is such a nice girl. If you were single that time you can..."

"maybe I also rejected her love, if I were single, I think so... and after this her friends came to ask me why hurt her."
"and the gossip between of us was spread because someone saw us always together last time. we kept away each other to evade the gossip. "

"this year she told me that now she just concentrate on study."

"ya. and she seldom reply my sms. she is controlled by her parents.
so, that's another reason why I rejected her..."

"ya?"

"well, I come from complex family background. my father is leader of gang XX. I have two mothers and they divorced......"

"huh?" (feel curious about him. I didnt ask more and just listen)

"my father forced me join his gang since I was year 6. he and my elder brother always forced me to do crime. fighting, raping..."

"you raped someone before?!"

"no, but I saw my brother did. I really don't like do those things, really!
I left home once but caught by my dad then he beat me. he always beat me. normal la~"

"so you mean you reject her because don't want implicate her?"

"ya, that's why I rejected her. "

"then why you with your present gf? I mean she didn't avoid you? she know about yours?"

"ya, she knew ad and accept me and mine."
"ring......" the bell rang ad. we will meet to chat next time and went back to our class.THE END

p/s: Well, friends who have good attitude or behavoir, I'm I, LKS, won't become bad but just have those friends, couldn't I?

Diary of 12 August 2009

Today, as usual I reach to school
and when I enter my class
I was told that my place was changed to 1st row.
Ya, sit behind has disadvantage because we difficult to catch up
what lesson taught by teachers
but we are free to do our things out of teachers' attention


After history lesson, there were 3 periods which didn't have teachers!
Wow! What the great news, whole class was cheered up~!
I took out Reader's Digest and try to read
but it is difficult for someone who always using chinese to read english book
Arrhh... I really admire person who well in english
because they may travel whole world :P
Then I saw a book with title The Book of One Hundred Truths
on yilin's place and I read it, tried to understand the content
Well, the content is a bit boring...

yilin was "angry" when she saw me read her book without 'permission'
then we chatted about the english books

She prefer to read english books and always bought from scholastic
At the time I felt interested to english books
I wanna borrow some books from her
but she asked su yee about it.
su yee asked me about my favourite type of book
and agreed to lend me.

p/s: yilin and su yee that area always read english storybooks
when in free. english-book supplier there~


After recess I met wei luo and also ben tat and jun hao
we skipped class and had fun in B1 room.
I chatted with wei luo and ignored two of them
We chatted seriously while they disturbed us and playing there
looks immature...
this few days I skipped class and yi jia saw me
"wah, still ponteng arr?"
"are you S1 or not?" Zzzzz.....
(yesterday I skipped class together with sim, yi jia and juinn kai
then yi jia asked me I came from which class. "S1" I replied.
she unbelieved it and asked sim and juin kai to confirm)
well, we not so know each because she may didnt know my name, yet.

then I went back to class to attend chemistry

we had fun in chemistry lesson
loon wern asked a non-related questions to pn tan
he is annoying during pn tan's class
Front-area guys (included new member, me) suansiao-ed pn tan
Pn tan still copied the note and patient for us... haha


Next is my favourite lesson~ chinese language
Today is presentation of classical language (文言文) of Group 4
Group 4 arranged 3 groups and had competiton among us
to get article-translated paper (lazy to copy)
Me, of course in 1st group, and KK helped our group to score
Ouuu~! fianlly 3rd group won other twos with just 1 point!
Haizzz... nevermind...


I attended chemistry tuition at 3pm
loon wern told me that he knew about my blog's content from someone X
he said I may had criticized someone and wish to visit my blog
Ya, my blog is my space and have freedom of speech
everyone can visit my space but
I dislike him to read my blog
he such a big-mouth and annoying person
and may get me into trouble.

七月事记

好久没有blogging了
因为这个月很忙，忙到懒得update
或许心中有负担(读不完写不完的功课、未准备好的比赛)
搞得没心情blogging

今天是七月的最后一天
很快的八月份即将到来
因此无论如何得总结这个月
回想起往日所发生的事儿
虽然没有刻骨铭心的烙印
但也有值得回味的记忆

13日(星期一)那天放学
遇见Vivian 身边的朋友都走了
她一人站在树下等车
我向前向她打招呼
她也向我问好
她与以前一样
笑起来很是好看
我们短暂的聊天
我(不知道聊到什么)听到她说
她与他分手了
她脸上的表情蛮不在乎似的
或许装出来，或许早就料到结果
“对不起”我对我的言论感到愧疚
“没有啦，下次再说吧。掰掰”
车来了 她回了
后来我们没再提起这事儿

29日(星期三) 华文课
今天是我与组员呈献文言文翻译
我翻译的句子 很明显～超短的
三两下便下台 哈～算了
嘉伟～班长的魅力无法挡
经过冗长的翻译
由他负责的问答环节变得生动好笑
呈献完毕 课堂响起生日快乐歌
好巧，今天是组长伟宏的生日

说句老实话
今天这两个同学在课堂的"人气"
真的令我羡慕
我真的真的该反省检讨我的为人

30日(星期四) 国语课
真的很不喜欢上国语
原因是指导老师的教书方式
发牢骚、没功课(至少应该一周一样吧)、做自己的事儿
因祸得福 这节我们自由活动
忆玲、美菁坐在我那排 避开老师
她告诉我 她知道我的心上人是谁
我问她如何得知
她说朋友告诉的 还有她的相片
幼稚的我 尽然问她如何有她相片
她卖关子死都不肯告诉我
算了 不要也罢
不过我生气她 挖出人家的秘密
对她真的又爱又恨 或许被抡温影响
我认为她很骚、无知(嘲笑、大反应的老师所说有关中华文化)、
对小事大惊小怪、不知人间苦的花瓶
对不起，我不是在人身攻击
只是说出心里话

31日今天 我校举办教育展览
这展览对我中四生而言，教育规划
说早不早 说晚不晚
因此我只是随便参观展览
不过说真的，今天校园格外热闹

此时遇见铭达与朋友
下课了，我随他们吃东西
说真的，这次是今年我第一次下课时到食堂吃！
LOL~
然后便到篮球场去吹吹风
后来借低年级生的球随便投球
球运不错 接着
我们来个半场对决
大家投球、抢球、接球 赛情激烈
哇 想不到铭达打球打得不错
抢球、射球 真是小看他了
我队有个是县队的 贡献多分
伟罗虽然是踢足球的 但表现良好
而我起了关键作用 终场前三分球命中
YES! 顺利赢了首局～

第二局开赛
我们原班人马在场中你争我夺
我被寄望投进三分球 但老是不进
后来我队加了一人 听他们说会射三分球
但我队像中邪的 他也射不进
反而air ball多次 衰～
结果对方赢了

打完后我们休息片刻 正好微风吹起
流汗过后吹吹风的感觉真不错！
此时11时半 我们买水解渴
然后回到树荫下
那儿有许多后面班的学生
玩耍、玩手机、聊天...
这时遇到俊豪 他们3人邀我去B1室“唱歌”
唱歌？ 我好奇 一探这新世界

铭达开启室内的吊扇
激昂地唱歌 坐在桌上
关着大门 我们一块儿聊天
他们在这儿有外名 俊浩张栋梁
伟罗周杰伦 我问我的呢
俊浩随口说刘德华 哈
俊浩扮起老师 教课问我们白板上残余的字迹
我们纷纷酸他
铭达给我看她的样儿 蛮可爱的
此时此刻 这儿都属于我们的～
他们放学了 铭达请我们吃雪糕
他问我待会儿陪他去找她
然后去KP 我拒绝了
聊了几句 我也回了

回到家 随手翻翻报纸
留意星座运程 读道
不便说出口的话，今天都可以毫无忌韦的说出来了
想起今天发生的每一件事
我不禁莞尔 哈～

虽然他们在大家眼中是无用处
没塞衣、逃课、带手机、玩耍
但与他们相处 心中得以暂时的疯狂、解放
离开了他们 我做回自己～

我不想拥有的孤单......

自从换了时间表
原本最爱的周五 (因为隔天便是周末)
成为我最讨厌的一天
因为休息后连续4节是
经常不在班，和教得乏味的老师

悦耳的放学钟声响起
大家兴奋冲出课室
留校、归家、约朋友
大家各有课后的计划
我当然也不例外

然而约两小时的折磨

放学后的我也提不起劲儿

在候车的当儿

我到图书馆去选书、阅书

这儿是我认为课余时最爱去、踏实的地方

然而当我捧起书

依然多愁善感

书......读不下去

我离开这尽是精华但木讷的地方

此时此刻的我很需要倾诉的对象

来到候车亭

原本想找铭达

但不见人影

或许他特别早回家去

心灵空虚的我绕着校园走

来到平常人多的食堂、活动中心

呆了一会儿

遇见同学但不是很认识

没上前问好

而好朋友却不在

我依然走在脚踏车棚的小径

走在这儿总是有特别的感觉

因为这儿树荫下凉风习习

而且比起凹凸不平、人来人往的斜坡道路

我更爱看起来漫长的树荫小径

此时

正好一对中五生情侣也走在小径上

我在后面不时留意他们的互动

他俩漫步、开心地聊天

平时大步的我也放慢脚步

想超越他们又不想打扰他们

在后面又担心被他们察觉

回到候车亭

人也渐渐少了

虽然还有时间

可我不想再四处走了

因为大家都有各自的活动及朋友圈子

多我少我也没关系

最后车来了

我心中只想快点儿回家

因为在家我才能避开

无奈、空虚、孤独的心情

以及

调整我紊乱的心情

然而这只会让我更自痹、不敢面对现实......